hoping for the dwindling past. slipping through my fingers

this has been said so many times that im not sure if it even matters.

if the feeling isnt there anymore, why bother holding on?
its true, i think we're just together out of habit, but where do you even begin catagorizing 'love'?

we lead such different lives, but for a moment our parallel lines crossed..only a moment though. and that moment was gone long ago.

i know this hurts. it was meant to.

i want to be optimistic, but i havent felt genuinely happy in ages.